Thursday, February 24, 2011

That Day

The instant change in my life started on that day... One fateful day where I came to realize that I was incomplete... A sudden feeling of emptiness broke through my "imaginary world"... I still am alone... Though miles away SHE's there, I will never be complete, unless DESTINY will wound its funny tricks and we'll end up together in my square sanctuary... Time is infinite, unlike the definite lives of men, and the unpredictability of the ever changing future, DOUBTS fill me... Could I still meet her? In person, not just through moving pictures... Not just in phone calls... ANXIETY fills me... Will I ever get to hold her? Hug her? Kiss her? Whisper in her ear the soothing sound of "I LOVE YOU"? PATIENCE is running out on me... I need her... Please? DESTINY, heed my call...


Thursday, January 27, 2011

i love it...

I love the moments after our fights, It gives me a sense of reason to stay with her. Though painful the reason for the fight, how wonderful the feeling is after it. Just like, jumping off a cliff with cotton candies breaking your fall. Now I'm worried, i sounded feminine on that one. ha ha ha. but really, can i blame myself? I am in love right? <3

Thursday, January 20, 2011


starting now.... I HATE MY LIFE!!!

Sunday, January 16, 2011


Bright lights,
False lights,
When i open my eyes,
Everything went blank...

White lights,
Dim lights,
Shadowing everything,
Covering me in darkness...

Too much contradiction,
and irony in my mind,
how can light make everything,
blur in an instant...

i cannot see, (cannot see,)
what i need, (i need,)

Give me your hand,
Show me the way,
Around the labyrinth of lights,
that blinds me...

I know you can save me,
You're the light that would clear,
The path that I am to travel,
A clear road which i can be with...



Tuesday, December 7, 2010


I am bored.. After AIKA global, I transferred to ZX Legend which, in turn, closed due to certain reason that was out of this world. Haha. As for now, I'll be spending time with Feby and close my attention to online games. ^_^

Wednesday, November 10, 2010



Friday, October 29, 2010


Goodbye blog ^_^. Spending time writing these things were fun but I have to leave you now. Thanks.